i can't wait for things to fall apart.

because by that time,

i'll be damn sad and helpless,

i can only watch what's going to happen.

i don't wish to see that.

and i know i got to do something,

but what can i do?

i don't know what to dooooooo.
i'm seriously asking for trouble.

i'm not prepared, i'm really not.
i really don't wish it to be now.

not now, not now.

don't be so nice to me. ):