when all you say turns into excuses.
so, just shut up and keep the mouth shut.
because either way,
whether you talk or not,
it still means the same thing.
you're still at fault,
you're still selfish.

i wasn't well-liked in the first place, to start with.

i can't keep,

i can't zone,

i can't chase.

i might as well be gone, for good.

go ahead.
i'm _____ already.


friend ;
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement.
5. A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
6. A person who gives assistance; patron; supporter.
7. A person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.
is this, really the meaning behind friend?

` can i opt out?