0.

all that has been said, it's nothing but a dream.
something that i can always yearn for but not own it.

until the day someone touches my heart just like how you did 5 years ago,
perhaps then I'll probably know I've moved on,
cause it's really grueling to hold on any longer.

i'm only missing out chances and carving a deeper hole for myself to fall back in every time i want/tried to help myself to give up.

but for now, a part of it will always still be yours,
and perhaps even forever.

by the time you finally realized, i could be gone.
this could be the last.

maybe,
it's really time for goodbye to the love I've love for 5.