if only.

happy birthday mak! (:
training was good.


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hearing stuff that you don't wish to hear at all, i must say, is something we definitely can't accept and will ultimately wonder why, leaving question marks all over our heads.

when a person once whom you've interacted, exchanges hellos and goodbyes, or say even your best of friends leaves you suddenly, i think that's the precise meaning of heartaches and despair. and that feeling seriously sucks.

it just leave me wondering why, why did you chose to do that. like I've said before, if i had the courage, i would, no doubt about that. but i couldn't do it and it makes me feel like joining you to know how exactly does it feels like.

you'd crossed my life and though it was perhaps just a mere acquaintance, still, i wish you all the best in the Other Side. cause you're and have been a very nice friend, and that i'm sure all your friends who know you wont deny. (:
take care my friend. may you Rest in Peace.

"if you've got the courage to jump, why not the courage to live?"
ironically, this is so true.