I'm losing out a lot, i feel it. and i hate it. yet time waits for no one. that's a fact you can't deny and have no choice but to accept and to face it.

sometime some things really just changes with the blink of an eye, it's so fast you can hardly notice that it'd changed. however, sometime some things still stays the same, no matter how time has passed, no matter what the circumstances are. but how rare is this for it to actually happen? nothing really stays or remains the same like how it used to be from the start. it just gets more and more disappointing as time flies by.

i need to stand strong, i need to stay strong, because no one will be able to other than myself. i keep telling myself i got to and have to do it etc, but when it comes to it I'm not really taking it in, i don't know why. I'm trying to be happy again. it's hard but i still got to no matter what, I'm trying.

"you can choose not to like it, but you have to get used to it."