Now

Now I truly know, how much pain I've brought to you.
Now I truly know, how much actually I don't mean to you.
Now I truly know, how much words don't mean a thing because someday, it will not stand true.
Now I truly know, how much words can hurt someone even after so long.
Now I truly know, how much you felt I was a fucker.
Now I truly know, how much maybe I don't even mean a thing to you, because you forgot about me after a short while.
Now I truly know.

But I also truly know, what I gave to you,
was real.