It should feel like a closure, something that should be done long time ago. Because you won't exactly know how it feels like being in that situation. I never blame you, not even once. Just that even if it was an outcome I had long expected, I still feel kind of upset. Maybe you felt that I can never understand how you're feeling, cause at my end I don't know how you're feeling now either. It's like I can never fully understand your thoughts, even if you were to tell me right in my face then, I wouldn't know. To be honest, I have no idea when I will stop feeling this way but to be fair, I will not interfere in your life, though I'm already staying away. Even if everything were just misunderstandings and that probably we'll be so much better somewhere else, I'm more than willing to be away from you even if it's going to hurt a lot more. To me, you only deserves the best and I'm definitely not the one for you.