Is this good bye?

I don't know if I should say I'm sad, or disappointed.
I didn't expect this to happen, that you wouldn't even want to be friends anymore.
Things doesn't have to end this way, right? Do you even remember what you've said? Maybe you don't, maybe I misinterpret what you meant previously.
You said you understand, no pressure on me, will give me time to settle what I need to etc, you know what you've said. Now you're saying you're going to disappear from my life. That's what you said, I would think that's what you want, I'll respect that.

So much for even pinning that slightest hope that you'll be different.
But somehow eventually, I'm always proven right, that all guys - are the same.

Maybe I'm just not prepared for what that has to come.
Not at this god light speed.
And definitely not at this god light speed of you giving up maybe.

Words can kill.
Promises are always broken, always.
Time to wake up.