maybe;

you said you'll find time, but where's the time, again?

is it ever going to come true?

or was i holding to something delusional, that it won't ever come true, again.

or maybe this time round,
it's really goodbye.


there's so many things i wish i could share with you, but i can't.
i wanted so much to tell you everything and anything under the sun that happened, just like how i know the stuff that i tell you, you will just be there to listen and to comfort me, telling and assuring me that everything's okay. unlike the rest of them, the feeling and impact's just different, who's just, not the same as you.
i wanted us to be just like how we used to be, but i can't.
it's crashing me inside.
i tried looking for someone, someone similiar to you, but i couldn't, and i didn't.
so tell me, what am i suppose to do now.
because it seems like half of my world came crashing down, silently.
it seems like without me, you'll still do just fine.
friends still care for you, a whole lot.
with or without me, it won't and didn't make a difference, be it then or now. maybe the future too.
i guess,
it's goodbye,
to you, too.