i don't know why, but I've decided not to anymore. it just happen out of a sudden, i just had that thought. maybe time really heals everything. or maybe I'm too soft-hearted for certain issues. or maybe i just don't want to care, don't want to be so affected or be bothered about it anymore. it's tiring.
my eyes are sore, I'm mentally and physically tired i wish I'm better off dead then to be tormented like these slowly. if i got the guts, i will. no doubt about it all.


you're so pathetic, corinne. pathetic.

you never know how much,
how much you mean to me.