lost, & lost. but i know i don't want and couldn't do it.
it seems like i have no options to chose from. f*ck.
it's too late.


I'm willing to exchange 50 years of my life, just to turn back time, if it's even possible.

even.the.adidas.royal.blue.jacket.that.i.want.is.gone..no.more!!!! ))))))))))))),:
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